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Saturday, 20 September 2014

New world: Fresh start

Assalamualaikum and hi,

Oh my god, I really miss writing and blogging so much. And I'm starting a new blog so yeah I am a little excited about this plus it has been years since I last wrote about anything I mean blogging to be specific. I was busy and lazy.

So why am I starting a new one? Well basically there are a lot of reasons to it but one of the strongest reason is probably because I want to start a new book. I really love the but I guess the blog is too old. I started when I was 15 and yeah right now I'm 20. It has a lot of memories and secrets of my life, almost like a diary. Well you can call it a diary because when I was in highschool, I used to write everyday about everything even though I didn't have anything to share. I just love to log in and merapu sesuka hati and then publish. That's why I have about 500 posts walaupun almost half of them tak tahu pasal apa and mengarut. Language tak payah cakap lah, combination of bm, english, bahasa rempitzz and bahasa alien lol. Back then, I used to be a very consistent and active blogger, very active actually but it started to change by the time I entered university life. Life in university is a little different, I have a lot to share about my current activities, life, friends and etcbut I don't have the the to write about everything. We have tests around the corner, assignments and presentations, so tiring. By the time I finish everything and manage to have seciput masa untuk diri sendiri then I'll be too tired to write. In the end, I don't write at all.

I think I started to develop the idea of keeping the blog private when I was 18 or something because I don't know it's shameful. I mean it's okay if people read the current posts but if you scroll through the older entries oh my god oh my god. Yelah, I was 14 or 15 back then. What do you expect from a 15 year old girl? Of course my entries are not going to be educational kan sebab I was young. To be honest, I really cherished the entries because they are my memories, my life. Besides I am happy that at least I won't forget what happened or when and each time I missed my young me, I can always look back and gelak sorang sorang. For me that is happiness. But of course everything  must come to an end cehh. I realized that maybe it will be better if I am the only one knowing the secrets hmm maybe. You know not everything should be shared kan. So that's why I'm starting this new blog even though I tak tau lagi macam mana the flow will be or how long this will last. I cannot promise you that I will write educational, positive, life lesson entries everyday but insya Allah I will try my very best to share with you what I know okay? Alright.

Hehehe, bye.

The girl in the purple scarf is my best friend, Tikah. We went to Langkawi Island during the semester break this August. Miss the place, the food :)