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Sunday, 30 November 2014

Love story part 1

Let's be honest.

I think I'm in love. What? I know macam over gila tiba tiba dah lama tak update blog tapi tiba cakap dah in love. Actually, I like this one guy, he's a friend of mine. Not that close friend yang you can share everything ke apa ke, just a normal guy friend. In fact I haven't met him since years pun. He's a good man I think but of course love is not easy especially as a lady you have pride and ego that you have to maintain. I can't just go out there and out of nowhere "Hey you I think I like you" lepas tu blah macam tu sambil tutup muka. Not that simple. I won't do that, not in a million years even if you pay me. I don't know whether he likes me or not hmm ehem I mean I don't even know whether he aware that I exist. Last few days, I had a dream, a very weird dream. In this dream, I macam like engaged to him and the worst part is because I was too excited that my 'so called fiancee' is that guy I was terjatuh yang macam sujud tu in front of so many people kot. Luckily it was a dream, but hmm it was a good dream by the way. But then not that I believe in such dream but I was happy tapi yelah mimpi jer pun it was just mainan tidur and a wise man should not believe in dreams kan. So be wise, liyana. It was just mainan syaitonnnn.

Personally I don't know whether this is love or just a pure temporary admiration that I usually have on guys. For the time being I'll just pray for the best and I hope that if he's really the right guy for me Allah will find his way to unite us. Cehh ayat geli ahh kau cakap macam ni ewwww. Tapi tu lah, I know that my Lord might have better plans for me, better guy maybe.

"If it's destined for you, never in a million years will it be for somebody else".

Clue: He's not a law student jeng jeng